난 혼자서니까, 내 자신이 미워해.
You know, sometimes we need to let some persons in our lives leave, either in bad way or good way. Maybe Allah let 'em leaves so that they will never bring harm to our live, wasn't it? I've been thinking over this matter for a few days. Kalau nak diikutkan pengalaman sebelum ni la. By the way, benda tak dak kaitan dengan Encik B pun. Tetiba kan, ye la. musim raya pun sekarang ni. Rasa nak spilled over thoughts yang selama ni asyik fikir sendiri.
Pelik double triple. They always sometime did thing opposite to the normal one. Contohnya, kalau normal person buat A, dia buat B. So, bila nak deal asyik kena fikir opposite sampai gila stress. Sebabnya kita tak mampu nak fikir ke tahap tu. -__-". then, asyik point mistake pada kita suruh kita reflect/muhasabah diri. Serious tension, better deal dengan kiddos. So that, bila kita slow talk, fulfilled the promises, kira dah settle. Kalau layan kita macam budak-budak, kalau layan macam tak kena dengan umur sekarang.
Hello people, Please lah. Please behave as an adult.
I definitely rasa pelik whenever I've been never get the opportunity to give my stand and explained on my behalf. What the ayam sungguh.. I am policy students though, 근데 이게 뭐야?? I left the place for a while to calm myself. The funny facts was the trial and final decisions has been done when i returned !! Well, kalau berbalik kepada proceeding court, the trial result was definitely invalid. So, bila stay performed pun tak guna. Sebab memang unfair, even thaough defendant memang bersalah. Dahlah tak bagi peluang explain, pastu dengar pulak rumors yang ntahapeape yang kasi darah aku ni menyirap je.
Aku sungguh tak paham how they can live together. If I had to stay with 'em ( in certain unavoidable circumstances), I rather used my headphone/earphone 24hours. Sebabnya, serious sakit hati bila dengar the way they talk. Apa yang dorang cakap tak payah cakap lah, the way the talk by themselves tu dah cukup menunjukkan how rude they were! Bila kita deal with the elders, of course lah memang rude bila earphone berdentum di telinga, but lets think for a second! Kalau ada option lain cerita, aku ni memang pantang kalau dengar orang mencarut bagai. So, bila dengar orang mencarut mula la aku ni dok potpetpotpet dalam hati bagai. ni kalau boleh sabaq, kalau tak sabar dengan aku sekali jadi biadap. So, kat situ dah jadi sinner. Dua-dua gives bad impression, tapi its better to be rude instead sinner.
Abih cerita pasal defendant, laa ni cakap pasal orang yang jadi manusia yang bertanggungjawab bagi info sesat! Hang tau dak fitnah tu dosanya lagi teruk lagi membunuh?? HAISSSSHHH. Seronok sangatlah dok cucuk judge. Judge pulak takdan menuntut habih pasai tok guru mati mengejut. itu pasai keputusan habih huru hara menyusahkan hidup orang lain. Orang tengah jatuh terduduk ditimpa masalah, bukan nak menolong. Tolak orang sampai tersungkur terus lagi ada. Memang ada sungguh manusia macam ni dalam dunia. As for myself,I tried my best to ask any helps from 'em ( kalau tak desperate)
Memang lama dah dok fikir benda ni, so sekarang I need to let 'em leave my life slowly. Step by step. It might be hard at first, but I believe by the time passing everything is gonna be okay! Cheer up Ain! Ada hikmah disebalik semua ni. Just put all trust in Allah, go with the flow
p/s : Lets seek for Al-Qadr.
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